(quote from "Alice Through the Looking Glass" by Lewis Carroll):
"I don't understand you," said Alice. "It's dreadfully confusing!"
"That's the effect of living backwards," the Queen said kindly: "it always makes one a little giddy at first.
"Living backwards!" Alice repeated in great astonishment. "I never heard of such a thing!"
"—but there's one great advantage in it, that one's memory works both ways."
"I'm sure mine only works one way," Alice remarked. "I can't remember things before they happen."
"It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards," the Queen remarked.
"What sort of things do you remember best?" Alice ventured to ask.
"Oh, things that happened the week after next," the Queen replied in a careless tone....
"I'm sure mine only works one way," Alice remarked. "I can't remember things before they happen."
"It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards," the Queen remarked.
"What sort of things do you remember best?" Alice ventured to ask.
"Oh, things that happened the week after next," the Queen replied in a careless tone....
...... "I'm just one hundred and one, five months and a day."
"I can't believe that!" said Alice.
"Can't you?" the Queen said in a pitying tone. "Try again: draw a long breath, and shut your eyes."
Alice laughed. "There's no use trying," she said: "one can't believe impossible things."
"I daresay you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half-an-hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast."
"Can't you?" the Queen said in a pitying tone. "Try again: draw a long breath, and shut your eyes."
Alice laughed. "There's no use trying," she said: "one can't believe impossible things."
"I daresay you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half-an-hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast."
I have often said that I fell through the looking glass at an early age and never came back, so the experience of living backwards seems oddly natural. It is possible to see things from the perspective of the end of the story first and then the invention of the story itself in time. It is a perspective of a holographic universe that is constantly moving and changing. One sits still as the hologram continuously changes. The deeper the surrender to the practice of letting go, of falling into the infinite, the more fluid the process of eternal change. It lessens the feeling of attachment to place, time, to the idea that the outer reality represents stability.
This of course is challenging practice, as at the same time it seems a natural to have a deep desire for stability. The physical system itself contains a righting reflex, an action of the inner stability and natural equilibrium of the human system. The body itself is constantly moving from balance to imbalance and back again. Imbalance rather than being the opposite of balance is recognized as an aspect of balance and visa versa. So to add a conscious practice of focusing on, one could say, the instability of the Universe, of life itself, of constant change, brings one into the present moment at the deepest level, where change is the constant. It is the focus on change itself, rather than the results of the change that allows the entry into a participation with the physical body in time and no time. This is where the healing moment exists.
This of course is challenging practice, as at the same time it seems a natural to have a deep desire for stability. The physical system itself contains a righting reflex, an action of the inner stability and natural equilibrium of the human system. The body itself is constantly moving from balance to imbalance and back again. Imbalance rather than being the opposite of balance is recognized as an aspect of balance and visa versa. So to add a conscious practice of focusing on, one could say, the instability of the Universe, of life itself, of constant change, brings one into the present moment at the deepest level, where change is the constant. It is the focus on change itself, rather than the results of the change that allows the entry into a participation with the physical body in time and no time. This is where the healing moment exists.
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